Archive for May, 2008

31
May
08

On Art and Motherhood: The First, I’m Sure Not the Last

Like the rest of the MOXIE babes, I’m collecting junk for Junk City.  Here’s Milo playing in the junk pile.

He had a terrible morning.  No, that isn’t quite true.  I had a terrible morning, for which I blame him.  He’s just on the cusp of sleeping through the night, and this morning he only made it to 5am.  I am a morning person, but I work at night.  5am is unkind.

And that’s why, on my third cup of coffee before breakfast, I’m having a conversation with myself:

QUESTIONING VOICE (QV):  Why theater? 

ME:  Because my love of the art form is passionate and bone-deep.  I can’t imagine my life without it.

QV:  That isn’t really a reason.

ME:  No?

QV:  That’s an addiction.

ME:  It’s too early for this.

QV:  So, shut me up.

ME:  I can’t.  You’re in my head. 

QV:  Oh, dear, sorry.

ME:  I aspire to create excellent theater because I believe that excellent theater enhances lives.  I believe that our work at its best engages a collective of individuals in a passionate relationship with their own humanity.

QV:  That was canned.

ME:  No, it was prepared.  There’s a difference.

QV:  So it’s more important to you to “enhance the lives” of strangers in a completely intangible way than it is to personally guarantee financial stability for the people you love, including the child you brought into the world?

ME:  Yes.

QV:  Don’t you wish you had health insurance?

ME:  Well…

QV:  Doesn’t it bother you that you are financially dependent on your husband, even though you’re a working mom and a feminist?

ME:  Well…

QV:  Are you sure that you aren’t staying in theater just because you’re stubborn?

ME:  Of course. That’s ridiculous.

QV:  But you do know that you are stubborn?

ME:  What does that have to do with anything?

QV:  I’ll ask the questions, here.  After all, my name is Questioning Voice.

ME:  Oh God, did I name you that? 

QV:  You’re the playwright. 

ME:  That’s an awful name.

QV:  Are you truly prepared to constantly reevaluate your priorities to balance these two great labors of love over the next eighteen years and more?  Your art takes everything you have.  And parenting takes everything you have.  How the hell is this going to work?

(thoughtful silence)

(more thoughtful silence)

ME:  I need another cup of coffee.

Comment, ladies and gents.  I know you all have thoughts about this.

29
May
08

Thursday Inspiration

This is long, but even a short piece of it may lift the spirit.

And, a trailer for Vollmond.  

Pina Bausch biography.  And her company.

27
May
08

The Rules of the Game

This is the second post in a weekly series on our rehearsal process for THE LISTENER, by Liz Duffy Adams, the next and final offering in MOXIE Theatre’s season three.

What do rock-paper-scissors, chicken, and full-contact wrestling have in common?  They’re all part of the game that begins when Smak says to Jelly, “Let’s play for it.”

The Finders, played by Rachael Van Wormer and Tim Parker, battle it out for one very desirable piece of junk.

Delicia (the director) on the rules of the game:

“It doesn’t matter to me that the audience knows exactly what your game is, it matters that you know what you’re playing.”

The moves were devised by fight choreographer Christopher Williams.  And they’ve already been rehearsed many times. The actors try to be consistent, not only because the rehearsed moves need to be as full and precise (exciting) as they can possibly get, but also to make sure that everyone stays safe.  

As of tonight’s rehearsal, the play is fully staged, the lines are memorized, and the sometimes dreaded first run through has come and gone.  Delicia is taking her second pass through the text.  And, guess what?  Safe is boring.  Now, without losing control, the actors need to make it look like they don’t know what’s coming next.

Delicia asks questions like, “Why did you have to go to round two?”  Answer, “Because she didn’t fall.” 

“Does anyone win the rock-paper-scissors?”  Answer, “No, it’s a tie.”

“So…the only way to settle it is chicken.”

And chicken it is.  Chicken, followed by a satisfying takedown, some flat-out chaos and further dispute.

Here’s a moment before the game begins.  She has it.  He wants it.  He considers his move.

Now Delicia tells them that she can’t understand the words.  Uh oh.  We’re climbing on each other’s backs, here.  Doesn’t that count for something?

Not really.  Callboard Magazine described playwright Liz Duffy Adam’s writing in Dog Act as “poetic language juxtaposed with a sort of postmodern Shakespearean structure.”  

Excuse me?  

In the world of The Listener, language as we know it has devolved.  As the Earth has made many turns into the future (as Liz Duffy Adams has conceived it), words have morphed.  Grammar has decayed.  Some words are skipped, some added.  The result is a play that reads like an epic poem.  And there’s a real danger that the audience might not understand.

The actors sit down and speak the text without the moves.  Delicia tells them, “The language is so dense, you have to slow it down.  If you just have fun with it, we get that you’re having fun, but we miss everything you say.”


The actors climb all over the standard issue rehearsal cubes, which only vaguely resemble the real junk that they’ll have in two weeks.

Somewhere in here, I make my own devolution from reporter to artist.  I stop writing down what Delicia is saying and start writing down whatever comes to mind.

As they rehearse a particularly dense part of the text, I find myself wanting to talk about emphasis.  This is the technical part of an actor’s work, the part of the work that needs to be done, done well, and then forgotten.

Writers who write words meant to be spoken (playwrights, screenwriters, speechmakers) are very likely hearing the language out loud in their heads while they write.  They’re hearing cadences, rhythms, changes in volume.  But even the written language of punctuation can’t tell an actor exactly how to say it.  And, please, let me tell you, you wouldn’t want to tell an actor EXACTLY how to say anything.  First of all, they’d be irritated, and they’d very likely tell you about it.  And secondly, that kind of work tends to suck.  It’s less organic, less intuitive, and less believable.

But there are certain clues.  The importance of a proper name is signified by a capital letter.  In conversation, when I introduce my friend Tim, that word “Tim” gets a special weight.  There’s also punctuation.  A comma indicates a rest, while a period demands a full stop.  And then there’s the sense of the line.  We look for the new information.  When Jelly says, “Don’t know, don’t want to know,” she’s giving us two pieces of information.  The first is about knowing, but the second is about wanting.  So in the second phrase, the emphasis might go on the word “want.”  

Or, then again, it might not.

When I get home from rehearsal, my script looks like this:

Here’s Delicia on emphasis:

“It’s a very technical thing.  Take these notes, because they’re good notes, but then go back to doing what you know how to do.”

Which is acting.

I said I would tell you more about who was getting dragged around by a rope, didn’t I?  Well, here’s more:

Until next week.

Thanks to Chelsea Whitmore for the photos.

25
May
08

Namer

Wow, people liked Tuesday’s process post on The Listener.  Cool.  Here’s an additional series featuring our Moxielicious cast.  Go to the MOXIE Theatre website to get your seats.

The Character:  Namer.

The Actor:  Walter Murray is a fixture in San Diego theater.  We saw him this year in Permanent Collection at Mo’olelo.  We saw him last year as Julius Caesar at New Village Arts.  But newcomers to the scene may not be aware of the full extent of Walter’s impressive résumé.  

Just for fun, here he is as Teddy Hodell in Valparaiso at Sledgehammer Theatre.  

Walter has been in the trenches for decades, forming and shaping the theater in this theater town, and racking up a surprisingly diverse list of roles.  From Horatio in Sledge’s infamous uncut Hamlet to Oscar in The Odd Couple for his own Black Ensemble Theatre (which he co-founded with Rhys Green) Walter has just about done it all.

But he hasn’t done this.  

On a devastated future Earth, only a few survivors remain, picking through the garbage left by prior generations.  Language has changed.  Culture has changed.  Customs have changed.  Knowledge has been lost.  Someone must be responsible for intellectual order.  Someone must Name.  

Walter is reading: 

Walter is working on:

I believe all great art is simple, therefore I’m working on being as simple as possible. I’m trying to pare away all the excess in my craft.

Next week, the Finders: Tim Parker and Rachael Van Wormer

24
May
08

Why I’m an Artist (and Not a Politician)

I just broke up with the Daily Kos.  It was never a very honest relationship.  ”There are some things about you that I don’t like, but I’m pretending to ignore them.”  This morning I got dressed and went straight to the computer.  Unsubscribe.  ”It isn’t you.  It’s me.”

I don’t like the finger pointing.  I don’t like the categorical blame.  I don’t like the comparisons.  I don’t like the constant passing of judgement from self-appointed thrones that used to be IKEA couches and particle board desks.  I don’t like the systematic devaluing of our human candidates – the devolution of a human being into percentage points and sound bytes and unforgivable mistakes.

But that’s the game, right?  That’s politics.  

I get it.  I do.  I get it, but I cannot live it.  

I want to believe in the future.  I want to believe that our devastating legacy of racism and sexism is fading as the seasons turn, that our divisive past becomes less prominent as our nation’s children cultivate an ever expanding plot of shared ground.

I don’t know if I was always this sensitive, or if my work as an artist has made me so.  But I can’t carry the grief anymore.  I can’t carry the petty anger.  One blogger tears down the arguments of another.  A comment dehumanizes the perspective of the comment before.  Sexism and racism are words weighed on gram scales, even as our ubiquitous media continues to broadcast intolerable incidences of both.  The battle comes into my sleep.  It makes me restless.  I find myself wearing an attitude of judgment that is counterproductive to the creation of meaningful art.  

Today, the best thing I can do for my country is to turn off the blogs and go back to rehearsal.

Theater is synonymous with conflict.  Everyone who has ever been in rehearsal knows that.  The first questions asked in a rehearsal process are, “What do you (the character) want?”  And “Who is in your way?” Our chosen medium is uniquely suited to engender dialogue across barriers of culture, race and class, because someone on that stage is fighting for something.  It’s what you came to watch.  And that means someone on that stage is fighting back.  By articulating both sides of relevant conflict, I choose to value the fight.  For our nation, I value the fight for a new future.  The fight for respect.  For opportunity.  For hope.  And for a redistribution of political and economic power.  I do not devalue that effort.  I do not tear it down.

I offer my gratitude to Hillary for standing tall in a den of lions, although I grieve that she has long ago lost herself in the fray.  And to her Democratic opponent, I offer my hope for the future of our country.  My hope for healing.  Please rise above the blood in our heritage, the fear in our hearts, and the poison in our political dialogue.

Disclaimer: Any expression of political point of view belongs solely to the author, Esther Emery, and not to MOXIE Theatre or any other employees or sponsors of MOXIE Theatre.

Un-disclaimer:  MOXIE Theatre believes in the artist as activist. That means we do articulate our politics.  We do have the courage to take a stand.  And every element of our work reflects that.  If you’d like to participate in the conversation, leave us a comment.

23
May
08

A MOXIE kind of play commission

Although I can and do write lots of things with my son Milo crawling all over me, the concentration required to conceive a new play and birth sentient characters has been hard to come by. In a MOXIE kind of play commission, Associate Artistic Director/Marketing Director Jennifer Eve Thorn guarantees at least two hours a week towards my next moxielicious play with a simple babysitting swap. 

JET is a baby pro, one of those who is cool with all kinds of kids and babies.  I, on the other hand, am a youngest child who wouldn’t even hold a baby until I had one.  We’re lucky that Penny is younger than Milo is, because I’m only checked out up to 9 months.  

Anyway, the side effect, two babies in the same place, is devastatingly cute.


22
May
08

Thursday Inspiration

Girls Talk by Jackie Alpers 

from Flesh and Bone

“A photograph is a secret about a secret. The more it tells you the less you know.” – Diane Arbus

20
May
08

Building Junk City

This is the first in a weekly series on our rehearsal process for THE LISTENER, by Liz Duffy Adams, the next and final offering in MOXIE’s season three.

The Listener is set in a post-apocalyptic junk heap.  (Thanks, Liz.)  I stopped by rehearsal last night to find out how the magicians of MOXIE are going to transform the Lyceum Space into a devastated future Earth. The first magician I talked to is Amy Chini.  She’s a props mistress, creative writer, playwright, and in this case, scenic designer (previously for MOXIE, The Treatment).  For the last month, Amy and director Delicia have been working together to create an imaginative sci-fi environment to serve this imaginative sci-fi play.

Basic requirements include three distinctive spaces: two fantastical living rooms and one monstrous pile of junk.  This last replaces the workplace cubicle for the futuristic “Finders,” who put in their 9 to 5 as their title might suggest: finding.

Here’s what Amy came up with, in floor plan view.  This plan indicates how the elements to be built (wooden platforms and walls) are located in relationship to the audience.

The shadowy curve on the left is one living space and the round area on the right is another living space.  Junk City spreads between and (from the audience’s point of view at least) on into the horizon.

Here is the half inch scale model of Junk City, with our fearless leader, Delicia, in rehearsal.

The wood-colored area stage right is the home of Listener, a Moxielicious heroine worthy of the talents of Jo Anne Glover.  The silver mountain is Junk City, a mountain of junk, which now we all know is really a blanket of junk over an arrangement of wooden platforms.  

But something a designer in any medium knows is that a design is made of choices.  Specific choices.  So what exactly is all this junk?

Here’s one place we went for inspiration:

If you look closely at all that trash, you’ll see it isn’t particularly futuristic after all.  It’s just a whole bunch of whatever painted one fabulous space-junk gray.

Our props mistress, Missy Bradstreet, is also in on the junk action.  Here’s a rope made of plastic grocery bags, which we suspect will be ubiquitous in the real future as well as a fantastical one:

Check back next week for more on who’s getting dragged around by a rope!

Finally, a few quick figures:

–Surface area to be covered with junk: 450 square feet.

–If all the junk could fit into my kitchen-sized trash bags, that would be: 100 bags of junk!

If you have trash to donate, let us know.  Our wish list includes auto parts, tools, packing materials, jet engines (just kidding), cardboard, plastic, wood and metal.

See you at the show!

15
May
08

Thursday Inspiration

I love this poet.

Daughter

by Nicole Blackman

One day I’ll give birth to a tiny baby girl
and when she’s born she’ll scream
and I’ll tell her to never stop

I will kiss her before I lay her down at night
and will tell her a story so she knows
how it is and how it must be for her to survive

I’ll tell her to set things on fire
and keep them burning
I’ll teach her that fire will not consume her
that she must use it

I’ll tell her that people must earn the right
to use her nickname
that forced intimacy is an ugly thing

I’ll help her to see that she will not find God
or salvation in a dark brick building
built by dead men

I’ll make sure she always carries a pen
so she can take down evidence
If she has no paper, I’ll teach her to
write everything down with her tongue,
write it on her thighs

I’ll make her keep reinventing herself and run fast
I’ll teach her to write her manifestos
on cocktail napkins
I’ll say she should make men lick her ambition
I’ll make her understand that she is worth more
with her clothes on
I’ll teach her to talk hard

I’ll tell her that when the words come too fast
and she has no use for a pen
that she must quit her job
run out of the house in her bathrobe
leave the door open
I’ll teach her to follow the words

They will try to make her stay
comfort her, let her sleep, bathe her in a television blue glow
I will cut her hair, tell her to light the house on fire
kill the kittens
When nothing is there
nothing will keep her
and she is not to be kept

I’ll say that everything she has done seen spoken
has brought her to the here this now
This is no time for tenderness
no time to stand, waiting for them to find her
There are nations within her skin
Queendoms come without keys you can carry

I’ll teach her that she has an army inside her
that can save her life
I’ll teach her to be whole, to be holy
I’ll teach her how to live,
to be so much that she doesn’t even
need me anymore
I’ll teach her to go quickly and never come back
Things get broken fast here

I’ll make her stronger
than I ever was

Turned at twenty she’ll break into bits of star and throw herself against the sky

(2006 is an excellent year to disappear)

I will not let them
destroy her life
the way they distroyed
mine

I’ll tell her to never forget
what they did to you
and never let them know
you remember

Never forget
what they did to you
and never let them know
you remember

Never forget
what they did to you
and never let them know
you remember

—-

Oh, yeah.

Check out this great interview, and her book Blood Sugar.

14
May
08

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